The story - LDR: Long Distance Relationship
The story - Hi guys, introduce me. My name is Benny usually called Ben
From the beginning of college I had a hobby with my college campus friends sometimes if there is a campus event I often fill so that my flight hours are high plus charms hehe
So the story goes like this one day...
My campus is in a sack race, uh... I mean music competition
Well... I and my friends, join in for a heart language exciting exclamation then there I saw a girl who was performing my eyes again widened, look at the girl
I am suspicious. Don't tell me girls use pellets? That is the point at which I became hopelessly enamored from the outset sight
The way he plays the acoustic guitar is so cold then the typical voice is very melodious until I think
Is it lip-synch times? also, his face is so adorable hehe
With ANBU classmates I started to get information about that girl, and it turns out she's one of the students at the faculty who is the same as me the difference is he is majoring in German language education
If I major in Colby language, yhaaaa... Oh yeah, by the way, the name is "OCTAVIA" fix! Surely he was born in August!
But... When I wanted to know him more inside, it turns out that Okta hit a lot just feel like ROYAL RUMBLE. First I did nothing to lose with speak capital
I invited him to cover a song with my band, and he wants to yeah, he wants, a matter of speaking my mah, haha haha haha
overtime, we are closer and closer until we finally invented
It doesn't feel like we've been in a relationship for three years, and I still remember. We want to be able to graduate together. Unfortunately, he graduated first
and busy entrepreneurial job interview while I was still troubled to take care of guidance with lecturers understand the band kids more active than students normally
This situation is what makes our relationship somewhat stretched we start fighting because of trivial things maybe because I'm busy alone, even so, the edges we can improve
At that time I went to the internet cafe to print something I happened to use Okta's email then I was shocked by an email that said
Flight ticket "SINGAPORE AIRLINES" to Germany there I think wow... Octa wants to go to Germany or not and tell me?
I immediately asked him because one of the essential things in a relationship is communication and openness then slowly Okta explained what was meant by the ticket
evidently.. he sent a job application in Germany, and he already tested and was accepted there
My original shocks! Yeah.. but what I'm sorry about is why why
You can chat carefully anyway I will not forbid him
Yes, I want to obstruct the ideals of my loved ones? but his determination was unanimous
he already decided to go to Germany huh.. a bit heavy though but I don't want to have to accept the reality if we both have LDR after that I was determined in my heart
I will overtake him to work there somehow because of the help of heaven and earth gods finally I managed to graduate from college with a value of yaa.. not bad-so bad huh
After that, I took a German course, as I promised short stories all I can handle I even got a job offer in Germany I hope this is a good start for pursuing my idol
When I arrived at Frankfurt airport, okta ran towards me and hugged me tightly although I admit it feels a bit awkward we have LDR for a long time 1-year
By the way, even though we both live in Germany we are different cities, you know he is in Frankfurt while I am in Cologne, but it's ok
The important thing is we are on the same continent sometimes when we have free time. We send a copy of Quality Time together
my life starts to color again like Ultraman that is almost out of energy suddenly gets additional power from the universe I am bright again
A few months living in a European country makes me ask questions not a matter of shock culture or adjustment but about Okta
Ah
Arigatou, bro
Eh? Where were you until? oh yes, okta
Lately, Okta has always met or just chatted on the phone asking the same thing
Eh, who.. such as later some guys want to know me, how?
And he repeated the question many times until I was tired of the answer the excuse anyway, just wishing only, for example, come, for instance, but.. can't it be true if you are on good terms?
What's positive for both of us? One night, Okta, without contacting me, came to my apartment I have a bad feeling about it
Uh.. it starts to taste bad late this night he came, does he miss you again? Or maybe there's something else?
He told me all about things I don't know he was already close and in a relationship with a native German guy couldn't respond to anything he explains to me
I don't know why I want to go back home and tell my mom
Mooom, Benny isn't strong
Benny is sad to be hurt by someone, dear Benny. I just ask frontal to him, "Just what have you done with him?"
He can only be silent and shake his head I ask again, and he answered I don't do anything Ben
I.. I'm just confused, please give me time to think I have been chasing love so far in Europe
How could you lose to a foreigner? But... fate is a fate I guess the goddess Fortuna isn't on my side
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Ben... You are a good man, but ... I don't feel right for you I don't care for you to fight then he left even though I already held his hand.. try to imagine in my position? What will I do?
Everything I fought for turned out not to welcome my efforts he is the one I love he who I always proud in front of my friends and family prefer someone else
Now Okta has married the German Caucasian. I pray that he can be comfortable and happy, huh ...
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Today I am tidy up the work folder on the laptop accidentally opened my photos with Okta while dating nyesss it feels
Five years is not a short time it feels like I want to whisper into his ear
Okta Ich Liebe Dich
But yes, I believe God is fair my happiness is wrapped in blue wrapping paper with a red ribbon on it, and one day it will be given to me when I struggle in life order me...
Bro, the meatball doesn't use yellow noodles.. awww! I mean, no matter how much you love someone you won't be able to force it if he is not your match oh God will show him the truth
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