The story - Failed Marriage

The story - This is my personal story as a victim of uncertainty So, introduce my name LISA 

Lisa ... I don't use Black Pink or even sitting. I am now 26 years old, and my spare part is still ok ... So I haven't got the engine down yet hehe 

This is my experience about five years ago more precisely when I was 21 years old so... at that time I worked as an employee at a Japanese electronics company Sukhoi is the point previous... 

I never dated at all because I am shy and not selfish Even when there are guys who are trying to catch me up I was even confused myself 

Until a period I know a person who changed my life the name is EKA

Eka is my father's friend if the word kids today PARTNER IN CRIME so 

Yes, even though Eka is a friend doesn't mean he is a gentleman, yes broooh ... he much younger than my father still 25 years old at that time 

By the way, my father has a furniture and interior business while EKA works in the marketing world so at that time Eka and his father met because there were business matters 

Until one day Eka plays at my house, but he is not alone there my father introduced some of his friends to me too 

Well coincidentally I was told to offer drinks for my father's friend strangely ... from so many father's friends that I know why are my eyes always on Eka? and the funny thing we accidentally see each other 

There must be a sense of richness like that... I see sometimes I even turn myself into salting is this what people like? 

From then on, I like Eka getting closer the thing that I want about Eka children are friendly like SPG cigarettes and the way it looks not bad huh ... 

In short specifically with Eka somehow my shame disappeared at that time I exchanged WA contacts to chat chatting serene after two months we approach 

Finally, we are officially dating oath... that I felt at that time wanted to meet Eka every day, but it's impossible ... 

Because his house is in Bali while I'm in Jakarta the most we meet once a month or two times I used to come here work matters with my father now ... because of heart affairs hihihi 

So far, our relationship has been approved by both families, so I dare to rush into marriage with Eka? Why so fast? 

Because Eka is four years older than me and he's the only child in his family two months later 

Eka, my mom, and grandfather came to propose to me because Eka's father is dead, so his grandfather replaced him 

What made me touched was my mother and grandfather came from Bali to Jakarta, how come it doesn't come out? and my family is pleased to welcome them 

mainly the intentions of Eka and her family come to talk about our marriage 

Our families talk to each other about the wedding day customs the location even until the wedding date 

Until the end we determined the wedding day on March 3, 2015, I was very excited at that time it's okay, I never dated before 

Once you get to know a guy, get married right away steadily certified horee ... 

Days passed suddenly it's February 2015 even though we're LDR our communication is still smooth also he still transfers for wedding purposes 

Until finally D-2 weeks suddenly there was no news from Eka because it's hard to contact, I'm starting to panic ... he never contacted me 

I try to contact him, but the result is zaa we lost contact 

Every day I watch my cellphone from waking up to sleep again in my office so I can't calm down a little bit I thought of Eka when it's like this I wish there was a miracle 

Before that happened, I had asked Eka 

Honey, on my birthday ... what do you want to ask for? Yes, her birthday coincides with the day we will get married, MARCH 3! Then he answered I just want to marry you 

AND WE LIVE WITH FOREVER that's when it turns out I last heard his voice 

No, the wedding day is getting closer stay another week until I made myself crazy because I waited for news from Eka because if it's like this, there won't be any results 

finally, I tried to find info at work I asked my office friend, but no one knows Eka's whereabouts even... all the family numbers in Bali 

I tried to contact one by one there was also no result want me to go to Bali but don't know where the house is ... I feel hopeless ... 

But on the other hand, I am sure He will contact me soon. My mind has started to get weird. Was he kidnapped? Like in the deep web or lest he leeched at the lion? 

I swear, I'm apprehensive about him if the cellphone is lost or damaged, can I still contact my number using someone else's cellphone, yes at least there is guilt, and he came to my house 

So that you know, mom and dad also panic my father used to tell me before because my relationship is long distance and afraid of her child being carried out of the area 

So that makes him a bit disagreeable He does not want his children disappointed and hurt. Yes, you know long-distance relationship ... But I'm grouchy because he is my first love, yes? 

Even my father is also as sad when he finds out his son's condition is down like this I still spread the invitation there really isn't much but all my extended family, 

I invited plus friends in the office and high school When it was late in the night in my room, and I thought a little 

Hmmm, maybe he wants to give me a surprise, huh? our wedding day coincides with his birthday 

March 1, my preparation was perfect contract clothes, birthday cakes a present for my future husband I hope the event will run smoothly 

I have prepared everything in detail until the time comes on D-day right on March 3, what I feared came true If you didn't attend our wedding at all 

This should be the happiest day for me in fact to be the worst day ever in my life Occasionally I still see towards the door, but Eka and her family did not come 

My feelings began to rage families, and guests started to ask questions. Where is the Eka? How come this hour doesn't arrive yet? 

The situation is not conducive as if everyone was talking about my marriage All I could do at that time was just crying 

I'm shy what I felt at that time was I was a child who disappointed parents My mom and dad follow in shock and cry until my father fainted because he couldn't stand being embarrassed 

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my mind at that time If it doesn't get married then at least tell me This is all kind of stuff, I already prepared to watch it eh he vanished swallowed by the world 

Even though today is also his birthday even after everything broke up and left feeling disappointed, I'm still just saving the cake and the gift 

a week, a month even until the cake is rotten in the refrigerator I'm still waiting for him 

Every time I hear the sound of my motorbike, I hope it's the sound of Eka's motorcycle because my father is as worried as my mental and mental health 

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finally, I was routinely consulted with a psychiatrist and thanked God the results are slowly improving 

Finally, I realized whatever is excessive is not suitable for me alone even love 

Original, why am I this stupid? Is my love for him too big? but... until now I still pray to God I hope Eka is fine there 

This failure does not mean to make me stop putting hope and hearts to the people I love maybe God's destiny will be better